Tag: guilt

  • What do you see?

    Over the Summer Emily had a piece of homework.  She had to draw 5 Russian Dolls and then inside them she had to write; how outsiders see me how family see me; how friends see me; how I see me 5 things about me. I am not sure of the significance of the Russian Dolls,…

  • Steps…..

    Today was Emily’s school year 6 leavers service in church.  Only 3 years and it will be her turn!  Time moves on so fast and I feel like I have been left behind as I am so stuck with this stupid illness.  I try to move on and be happy and take pleasure from things,…

  • ME and guilt

    Been feeling really guilty and anxious this weekend.  There is a  lot going on and I am dependent on Rob to get things done, which makes me feel bad as he has a full time job and deserves a break at weekends, but weekends get so manic trying to fit things in and keep up…

  • Another year older

    Thank you to everyone for my birthday and anniversary messages. We went out for lunch at http://2oxfordplace.com/ and went to see a small exhibition at Thackray Medical Museum http://wellcomecollection.org/…/georgie-meadows-stitched-dr…. I had a party tea with Emily. I felt pretty rubbish by the end of the day, it’s a shame ME doesn’t give us one day off! Rob got me…

  • Anniversaries

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  • Why should I?

    I have spent large chunks of the last few days in bed as I have been unable to do my normal stuff without feeling too ill and it is already hitting me this morning.  BUT why do I feel guilty, why should I try and do more, why should I be up and about and…

  • Feeling guilty and pathetic

    How do you cope when you hear about other people being ill with serious illness? Does it make you feel guilty? And like you are making a fuss over nothing? And that you should be able to get up and carry on like others do?My thoughts for today.  Many people have awful illnesses or problems…