Tag: fatigue
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Nothing Feels Right
I don’t like moaning as I know many are in similar or much worse positions than me and they manage to get on with life and not feel sorry for themselves, but everything feels so out of sorts at the moment. Anything I do be it essential, necessary or through choice seems wrong. Take this…
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Pointless!
And I am not talking TV game shows, but everything seems so pointless. New Year is always a tough time and I hate feeling so useless, with so many things I want to do and or achieve another year older and still in the same situation and the things I do seem so pointless, or…
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New Year, Same Old
As ever Christmas has completely wiped me out, I feel really ill and in pain and don’t know what to do with myself, I want to sleep for weeks, but not an option as a) I don’t sleep well and b) life goes on regardless. Christmas was very hectic and I had little help or…
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What can I do?
I am so fed up of everything I do having consequences and affecting me so much. I know I am always doing too much and doing things that are not good for me, but if I cut out all the bad things what would be left. Life goes on and you can either go with…
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On the scrapheap!
Thank you to the man at the door yesterday who asked me if I was retired!! I know I look bad sometimes and am getting old, but I am 20 years off retirement age and how can you retire when you have never had a career or a proper stable job? It is depressing though…
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Struggling and calender pin up!
The days and weeks seem to be getting more difficult and my energy is quickly depleted, but then when I realise how much we are doing its hardly surprising. As today is 1st of October I turned my calender over to find there is hardly day where I don’t have something on and that’s on…
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Be active, lol!
At the 5 ways session today we started to talk about being active and how that improves well being. I felt rather awkward and there is no point in saying I can’t be active, no one understands. If I am too active it makes me more ill and results in pain and fatigue that most…
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Beginning to look like a quilt!
I finished my last quilt block today, so now begins the piecing together, I think the end is some way off yet. It was an exhausting morning. I was worn out before I went and then spent quite a lot of time cutting, trimming and ironing, the hardest things for me to do, could hardly…
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Book
ME and Mummy and ME Copyright © 2013 Jane Shaw All rights reserved. Pg1 ME and Mummy and ME My mummy has two of me, the first is me Emily. The second is an illness called ME, said M.E which is short for Myalgic Encephalomyelitis. Mummy has had the ME 10 years longer than she…
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Feeling Lazy
Feeling rather lazy as spent a big chunk of time reading Life and Times of Call the Midwife an accompaniment to the tv series. Its is very interesting with information about the making of the programme and about the 1950’s. I have read it in just 2 days thanks to having a poor nights sleep. Feeling very…