Tag: exhaustion
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Nothing Feels Right
I don’t like moaning as I know many are in similar or much worse positions than me and they manage to get on with life and not feel sorry for themselves, but everything feels so out of sorts at the moment. Anything I do be it essential, necessary or through choice seems wrong. Take this…
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New Year, Same Old
As ever Christmas has completely wiped me out, I feel really ill and in pain and don’t know what to do with myself, I want to sleep for weeks, but not an option as a) I don’t sleep well and b) life goes on regardless. Christmas was very hectic and I had little help or…
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What can I do?
I am so fed up of everything I do having consequences and affecting me so much. I know I am always doing too much and doing things that are not good for me, but if I cut out all the bad things what would be left. Life goes on and you can either go with…
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On the scrapheap!
Thank you to the man at the door yesterday who asked me if I was retired!! I know I look bad sometimes and am getting old, but I am 20 years off retirement age and how can you retire when you have never had a career or a proper stable job? It is depressing though…
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ME awareness
Well today is ME awareness day. I am certainly aware of mine, feeling all round rubbish today. I wonder how much people really know about ME and what their perceptions are. it would be interesting to get peoples views. Many years ago I set out to do a research project, I sent out hundreds of…
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EE-I-EE-I-O
Had a lovely morning at Swithens Farm with Emily and some friends. The kids loved it. They got to; go on trampoline, outdoor play equipment, bouncy castle, see the animals, buy goldfish, go in playbarn and have lunch! It was rather too much walking and talking for me, but nice to be out in fresh air and…